Jupiter Pisces and Destiny

There is a homeless man that hangs around outside the University where I work. He is not really a professional beggar, he doesn´t even ask for money or look at you as you walk past. He lies there in his rags and burnt brown skin, with his long hair and facial hair. Sometimes he defecates into a newspaper, and what he´s eating is definitely not luxury food.

I´ve sometimes given him a coin, small change. But I felt a great urge to help this man the other day. He was lying on the pavement, sleeping, the poor cavemen´s body is weedy and thin, and he looked almost fetal, in that position.

It crossed my mind that the times that I had given money I had felt a little afraid. Afraid because when you give something then you establish a norm and a contact, and random people in the street are sometimes drug addicts, thieves, even killers.

But it also occurred to me that some people are given a bad lot in life. Some are born into poverty, and may have Saturn in hard aspect on the IC. Or they may have their 2nd ruler in total debility. I don´t know the primary cause of homelessness, or of sadness in life. But what I do know is that I am privilaged to have my own (rented) flat, and a (temporary) job with an income. These things I fear losing, but I am happy and grateful to have them.

I haven´t thought about how it would be possible to help the homeless. Or rather, I´ve thought about it a lot with regard to the politics that I´ve read and the knowledge that I have about socialism etc.

The question comes down to the fact that the caveman, although anathema to me and probably to all of the middle class University students who walk past him everyday, even though his state is repulsive and elicits great sympathy and empathy, he has a fundamental right to be like that.

As in Heaven so on Earth. Or rather, as on the inside, so on the outside. The homeless caveman that I felt so sorry for, will likely always be homeless and will likely die in that sorry state. Say it was an afflicted Saturn on the IC in his case. Even if you gave the man material wealth, and a home, his inner state would be the same, he would still feel unable to connect with the world and society around him, even though he is dependant at the minute on charity, even if he received everything that anyone could ask for, he would likely still have that dependency and rejection deep inside. He would be a homeless caveman living in the basement of his castle.

It´s not to say that change is not possible. In a lifetime, there are progressions, there are the solar arcs and secondary progressions. Even Jupiter and Saturn can move a number of degrees in the course of a human lifetime adjusting that original blueprint. But these changes however interior and however personal are still a part of destiny. Saturn can in a few short years, maybe even a decade, move from the 30th degree of Sagittarius, into the 1st degree of Capricorn. The poor caveman can for whatever reason muster some determination to improve his condition. But it is unlikely to be through other people´s generosity, only his own will changing on the interior.

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2 responses

2 06 2010
Pee

I find you to be very arrogant in that you refer to this person as a caveman. The truth of the matter is this, you are the caveman. As you watch this man and his condition, has it ever crossed your mind that he is watching all of you? I personally know people with Phd and masters degrees that CHOOSE to be homeless because they have finally woke up and realized that schools, the way they are, is holding millions of people back from achieving the more important goal of knowing ones self. And that is something that isn’t taught in universities. So as you crawl back into your cave, SCHOOL, WORK, and you voluntarily chain yourself to your desk remember this, you are the slave, and the one that is not free. Oh, and FYI, there are more KILLERS and MURDERERS in the corporate world that on the streets.

2 06 2010
buddymaterna

Wake up from your fairyland my friend: NO-ONE choses to be homeless. We are priveliged in that we both have a place to stay. I live in the third world by the way, so homelessness means total abject poverty. I watched this man shit into a newspaper… his condition is extreme like many others. Caveman doesn’t really do him justice though, cavepeople at least had dignity, they lived in a world where all were equally destitute.

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